Change part twothis static..Change part two by Yukaimina
uncomfortably humming outward..
it's a need that won't go away.
i don't want this
i don't need this
i hate this.
the once content feeling shatters into pieces
this will change everything
new ambitions, new directions, new goals..
all with more uncertainty..
people will fight, attempt to dissuade, to persuade me to go back..
it's too late now..
sacrifices must be made
the loss will have meaning
it will be worth it.
Change part oneHe is first.Change part one by Yukaimina
Nothing else comes close to comparison.
materials fade with time, people grow old and die.
He remains. God is forever eternal.
How can anything compare to Him?
exactly, nothing earthly can.
I gave Him my heart.
..it is in HIS hands and i need to work on this relationship
...i was such a fool.
now you will suffer for it.
I love you truly! only as a friend.
you, who was always there for me, when i needed help.
you are like a brother to me
I am not the one for you.
you deserve someone who will give you their best
I've given you limited affection.
this relationship is based on the possibility, the what if;
it cannot stand on this alone.
my goals are different from yours
i desire more than this.
I hold no romantic love for you, not for anyone really.
to devote my life to a higher purpose
i desire more than this
more than you or anyone could give me
the reward i seek is not here.
it's in heaven.
OpenI sink into silence, closer to you.Open by Yukaimina
Reflecting inward to reach you.
i harbor nothing.
You guide me though.
You are the way.
PoisonThrough the heart. Sinking into the soul. To me.Poison by Yukaimina
this poison of icky hate and regret seeps into my lungs.
running through the bloodstream,
effects are crippling.
Sour heart. Tainted soul. Infected me.
this acidic sludge is a longtime killer,
ravaging the body inside out.
A drop in the beginning, gradually turning deadly.
A scar that never healed really,
manifesting into something much worse actually.
Darkened heart. Bleak soul. Dead me.