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DreamAs i look into the distance, i see it. The place that's been etched in my mind all of this time. I feel the calm rays of light that penetrate my being. warmth I can touch the trees, deep rooted in the earth, and yet stretch to the sky. The leaves feel weightless beneath my feet. The wind soothes my troubled thoughts. As i reflect in this place, i feel at peace. Nothing's bothering me. I can finally just be who i am without being afraid of being caught. Then i wake up. It was just a dream. Dream
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Pang of Despairthis pain is deep rooted and vast It's an ache that refuses to go away, even though i said we were friends,
i can't help wanting more from you. it's always been there, ever since that day As i've said, i'll always love you. But it is with regret that i know it will
always be unrequited I knew that you couldn't reciprocate
feelings for me, it wouldn't be fair to either of us or right at all. This sorrow stemming from my being refuses to alleviate
it won't leave me it's just become another part of my broken heart. Pang of Despair
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Letting you goI hate them so much.. can't believe that i actually had hope this time.. I was willing to give them a chance... wanting them to change... .........to be let down with great disappointment.. such a damn letdown... kinda serves me right...this isn't new it's just i thought that "destruction breeds creation"
would hold true for her...apparently it didn't it was ruined before it had a chance to begin that's when it dawned on me that we are two totally different people. ~ This wound is festering...it's infected and the poison is spreading a Letting you go
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Full CircleIt's kind of funny to me. I don't think of you that much anymore. It's a relief. Yes, i still like you a bit, but not to the point of love anymore. I'm glad because it would have killed me. (what's left of my heart) Even though initially, this started a long time ago.... like-love-hate-friend In the beginning, i liked you for two years. I loved you for 2 days. I hated you for a day. However, when i went back and organized and analyzed my emotions that took 3 days. pretty quick, ne? So now, i just consider you a friend. right back from where i started from. Full Circle
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Return of Taa-chan!

Wed Oct 14, 2009, 7:11 PM

Mood: Angsty
Listening to: Radiohead - All I Need
Reading: Graceling
Playing: meditation from thais
Drinking: water

I am back!!!! Been away for quite some time, dealing with senior year, computer issues, and college applications..
stress..but i'm getting through it.
precalculus is quite another thing..barely passing as is and i won't be able to change my schedule until january. Kuso!!! >o< Other classes are relatively easy to deal with..
meditation from thais, transcribed for viola will be my solo this year...i remember last year's concertmaster playing it...sounded beautiful...
and it's one i'm willing to play out of the class ones for viola.

Despite all of this stuff going on...i've had several epiphanies as well. woo hoo! I have written about it and it will be uploaded soon.
Anyways, i'm really glad that i will be getting my braces removed in a week..next thursday and friday.
Then oni-con the week after!!! Yay!!!

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