Change part one

He is first.
Nothing else comes close to comparison.
materials fade with time, people grow old and die.
He remains. God is forever eternal.
How can anything compare to Him?
exactly, nothing earthly can.
I gave Him my heart.
..it is in HIS hands and i need to work on this relationship
first.
...i was such a fool.
now you will suffer for it.
I love you truly! only as a friend.
you, who was always there for me, when i needed help.
you are like a brother to me
I am not the one for you.
you deserve someone who will give you their best
I've given you limited affection.
this relationship is based on the possibility, the what if;
it cannot stand on this alone.
my goals are different from yours
i desire more than this.
I hold no romantic love for you, not for anyone really.
to devote my life to a higher purpose
i desire more than this
more than you or anyone could give me
the reward i seek is not here.
it's in heaven.